Sides

I don't know if this is what I wanted to write in the first place but...I am stil writing it.

Life has two sides:

• "the surface side": everything is good here, no worries, "How are you John?" <-> "I'm fine, thank you! You?" <-> "Perfect!"; we took everything for granted, going to work everyday, we relax in the week-end.
• "the core side": here things stay much more different. Cuz life is not milk and sugar! Life is not about me, not about you, we are ok. But life is also about children in Africa that don't have food, that don't have potable water, don't have medicine, have AIDS, etc. I really think it's my fault, your fault, this mad, ugly, black world's fault for this cuz we could make a difference, we could make it better but we just DON'T!

I look like a happy person cuz most of the people see only the first side. But when I'm not working, when I'm not doing sth, like now when I'm writing this, I just lose myself in the core side. And I hate myself, I hate this world cuz...we took everything for granted. We forget from where we started, we forget who helped us, we forget to be thankful, we forget the real meaning of life because we become greedy!

I don't know I hate this world and I think it's a selfish act to give life to a child in this world without morality, without principles, without honour, without love. Cuz we ar7e all pawns, we are all puppets, other people are ruling this world behind the curtain, 1% of them.

Enough with the negativity, this is not the reason I'm writing this. The reason is that when I'm lost in the core side, some people, not very many, drag me from that side. And I wanna thank you, I really felt the need of thanking you for making me smile, even for a little time! God bless you, I hope you are doing fine and everything is ok!

You really surprised me and made me smile!