Just find out that my tumor was not bening as I was told so I did a second surgery but I still don't give a fuck! This is life! It is what it is! So why the fuck should I be worried of something I cannot control! It seems my way of living, of doing everything I wanna do, of saying everything I wanna say it's better than yours. Even if people say I'm "blablabla and blablabla" I did what I wanted despite the idiot average idea about it.
Even if I died who's way is better? Hopefully no, but let's suppose you're on the hospital bed and you have a few days to live. Imagine this and think about your life, what you did & said, have you done all you wanted? All you've dreamed about? Maybe to do all of it is hard, but have you even tried? Answer this and decide how to live the rest of your life! It sounds like a cliche but "Someone once said: Live every day as if it were your last because one of these days, it will be!"
Do whatever the fuck you wanna do! Because if you end up unhappy, living a life you don't enjoy, going to a job you don't like because you listened to your mum and dad, a neighbour or a friend, it is only your fault cuz instead of listening to your heart, instead of following your dreams, your own path, you let others decide for you! But now, you live that shitty life, not the ones who advised you!
Those who don't jump will never fly! Those who don't leave their comfort zones, who don't risk, will live everyday the same boring day and call it a life! Don't blame others! It's your only fault if you don't change, if you want something but you don't chase it, don't work for it. If you dream something and don't go for it, who's responsible for not having it?
One day we all die, but until then let's make every day, every second count. Let's leave our mark, our legacy! LIVE NOW cuz tomorrow may never come!
Be grateful! NIHIL SINE DEO!
